I know. I know that no one reads my shit. I know that basicly, no one gives a fuck. Why do I even bother posting stuff, when I KNOW, that no one cares? I have no answer to that question.
Life lately has sucked. I'm failing almost all of my classes. I have an ex-girlfriend who thinks that, byt talking to me, she can get me to come back to her. I won't do that, because I know that it would only pull me down.
I have another ex who keeps popping into my dreams. Damn! Why can't I shake her! WHY!!! I want to forget! I want to forget things I did! Because that wasn't me. But... I don't want to forget her. Because, I never will. Because, part of me thought she actually understood me. And that maybe I could be there for her. Awh Hell! Why do I let myself sink to these emotions! WHY!!!
Sometimes. Sometimes I wish I could just say, "FUCK 'EM ALL!!!" But I can't. I'm not that kind of person. I'm the kind of person, who wants to help people. And listen. And stop those that hurt.